Punching bag

Man.. I need a punching bag..
or better.. an undead monkey for me to shoot XD
at least its fun n can release stress.. lol
Theres this weird feeling inside me.
I'm gonna explode sooner or later. So bored!
hehe..
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Btw.. I am super annoyed by those chain mail.
"You must send this to bla bla bla and bla bla bla will happen to you in XYZ days"
wtf? nonsense..
If those are friendship or love related, maybe i will forward la.. depends on my mood.
But i fcking hate those chain mail which sort of cursing you for not doing this n such.. n it says you have to forward to other ppl to change ur luck..

wth? Forward to other ppl, that means you transfer your bad luck to others.. Getting benefit from others misery is way against my principle..

Recently i recieve a really weird chain mail.. It gives me the creeps..
There's an eerie picture.. A guy taking a photo in the jungle with a ghosly figure behind him..
wtf.. thinking of this pic sent a chill down my spine.. I know i know.. Technology is advance today and that might me a hoaz.. but the thing is just weird la..
And it ask me to forward to 13 ppl.. hehe.. who's gonna be the unlucky 13? XD

Hmm.. I think i'll just keep it in my inbox.. lol.. I'm not superstitious or what.. Caution wont hurt right?

Don't say i din warn you.. Those who wanna see it.
Click here.
hehe.. if u look closer, near the women there.. its been cut and pasted.. heh.. so its a hoax! haha..

Boring..

PS: This going to be a boring n meaningless post

One word, boring.
Lifes so boring. Its so meaningless.

Specifically, college is boring. Everyday you go to college, listen to lecture, then go home and revise. Sounds typical, but boring.. Mufy is different. I hate the lecture style. Although you can make lots of friends, but its hard to get anywhere further beyond that. Every 1 hour we just split up and go for different class. I just can't get use to this.

Everytime when i see someone, its like,
"Hei!"
"Hello,"
"So hows bla bla bla"
"Ok ok la. Just now bla bla bla.. then bla bla bla"
"ooo.. Then c ya later la"
"Sure, c ya around"

=.=''

Its just like that.. Short and straight to the point. Nothing more.. Even till now, there's still some person i don't know their name in my class. Maybe thats just my problem.. heck..

Its more boring when i got home. Nothing to do cept study (i DON'T study unless i have exam the next day, i'm just too lazy for that), online n play games.. If i lucky, someone might call or sms me, which is almost impossible. If not, then i'm all by myself. Well.. I do sms ppl, but not that often. And i don't call ppl. Honestly, i don't feel quite comfortable talking over the phone n im not good at it.. My bad..

Life is so boring.. so meaningless.. so dead..
I want something interesting, something exciting, a challenge, anything. As long as it spices up my life and make me feel alive.. yes.. alive.. Living without a purpose and goal is like living dead. For now, i can't see whats my purpose and goal...

Alive.. Now i can understand why ppl join gang. To feel alive. They feel alive at the moment they exchange their fists, when they bleed. That pain makes them feel alive. I feel so dead.. liek a zombie..so tired of col life.. its just so damn boring.. I need a break.. lol

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I watched sunset today.
Its beautiful, quiet and peaceful.. The weather was great and the atmosphere was good.
My anger, frustrations, all just went down the drain..
The last time i watch a sunset was in Taiwan.. lol.. so looong ago.
I like the feeling.. hmm.. maybe i go watch sunrise tmr..
Guys dun cry.. Guess i'll just bleed till i sleep

Heavy..

Not happy,
Not sad.
Just felt weird,
and heavy deep inside..

My greatest fear

This is my greatest fear.
I'm not good at long conversation and words
I rarely open myself to others.
Most of all, i enjoy spending my time alone.
Why am i like this..?

Love Never Fails

Love is patient and kind.
Love is not jealous or boastful or proud or rude.
Love does not demand its own way.
Love is not irritable,
and it keeps no record of when it has been wronged.
Love never gives up,
never lose faith, is always hopeful,
and endures through every circumstances.

Love never fails.

-the Bible.

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Stumble upon this during sermon and it caught my eye.
Just thought of sharing it. =)
Feeling heavy inside..

Reason

"Everything that happened happens for a reason."
-Neo,The One.
heh.. been watching the matrix in library whole day n skipped class XD

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Man.. I love this phrase and i kinda agree with it.
It makes lots of sense to me.

When you fail, there's a reason..
When you succeed, there's a reason..
When you're happy, there's a reason..
When you're down, there's a reason..
When you're hurt, there's a reason..
When shit happened, there's a reason..

No matter what happened, it happens for a reason.
I wish i can just don't think too much when shit happened, just accept the fact and face it with a smile.
So don't frown when something bad happened, cause it happened for a reason.
That reason maybe good, or not.
But no matter what the outcome is, we'll learn and grow from it.

A burden off my shoulder

3 days..
Less than 10 hours of sleep..
So tired..
And weary..
Stupid asgn..
Procrastination...
My bad..
Finally..
I can have a good rest..
But there's a test tmr..
Fck it..
I'll just flung it..

Heartbeat

Sitting by my window
I look at the stars
So bright and beautiful
Where they are.
It's so amazing coz small
As i seem
You gave your life for me..

I can't imagine
How it would be
If it were never.
You and me
The reason that i live
My heart's one desire
Let this be my passionate cry..

I walk alone,
on this journey call life.
You're the only one,
who always by my side.

6 billion people in the world today.
So many talents but for me
Why did You chose me
What do i have?
All I am I'll offer to You

24-7 think of You
Like an obsession I'll make of You..

Cool.. I broke 2 personal records today

1. I'd not eaten anything in 24 hours!XD
The last time i swallowed anything was at 11am+ yesterday. After that, i was too bz preparing for physics n totaly ignored my stomach. Then, went for futsal after the test. No wonder i felt bit weird n nausea during the match la. I can't even run more than 10 minutes. I felt like throwing up every now and then...n conceded a lots of stupid goal due to my carelessness. I've hit the sack right after i came back from futsal, with an empty stomach. I guess my body cant stand it n went into a semi-comma state.. XD

So.. Basically, i missed my dinner, breakfast n lunch(?).. heh.. too lazy to go n da bao XD

2. Yea.. I was literally in comma.. i slept for 14+ hours leh weih!
Dun play play.. I doubt anyone can break that.. muahaha.. i went to bed at 8pm and wake up around noon. Cool ~ My personal best is 12 hours only.. wow.. i din know im such a pig.. haha..

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Heh.. This is an unpublish poetry of Yeanz.. hehe..

watever..

Italy won..

Azzzurri is the new world champion!

Pity that France didn't win the title. They're evenly matched today. Both sides were good offensively and defensively.

First of all, The Magician, Zidane scored a cheeky penalty which was equalised by Materazzi's powerful header minutes later. It was a entertaining match. I watched the 1st half at home, then i felt the sudden urge to go out and watch at the mamak stall becoz, 1. My stomach was growling and 2. I want to feel the wc atmosphere before it end. hehe.. It was pretty scary tho. Most of the ppl there are Italy supporters, and the one of the few France supporters. I dont even dare to cheer when France score a penalty XD. Its pretty cruel that the match had to end with penalty.. Dang..

And yet again, this game is full of drama, especially in the extra time.
Zidane is a brilliant player, but stupid, just like Rooney.
Once again, he proved that he's very good at using his head- by ramming into Materazzi's chest.
Foolish and idiotic. What a way to ruined his last match.

Feel the power of my bald head! Hah! Stupid -.-''


And thus, he's shown the red card.

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Its 3 am in the morning now. And i cant sleep coz i just woke up from a 6hours slumber XD..
I like midnight. Its so quiet and peaceful.
Weird..
Really weird..

The Finale

Azzuri VS Les Bleus

Who will emerge as the new world champion?
Who will take home the Cup of Life?
France? Italy?

This is the last chance for Zidane, Thuram and Makelele to life the cup for the 2nd time. They better throw everything they got in it. If not, they surely will lose to the mighty Azzuri. XD
Not that i like France or what, just that they beat Portugal makes me support them only.. haha

I have a bad feeling France will lose tho. Cause every team i support will lose, and im supporting France >.<

Today is Germany VS Portugal tho. I bet its gonna be a boring game. Really hope that the Germans will own those Portugese. Fcking hate Ronaldo. Looking forward to see him cry again. Muahahha...

Feels really good to see him cry. He deserves it.

I want to see him cry like this again. Fcking hate him.


Another one! Muahaha.. Makes me so happy.
Got any new pic of him crying? I would love to have some.. muahaha

I dunno wat to do now..

大事化小, 小事化无

Why can't ppl just understand the principle of these few simple words..
I don't understand.
Why ppl have to make such a big fuss over such a small matter..
Seriously, I don't know.

What you say reflects your personality.
Think before you say anything that'll hurt someone.
Everyone is somebody, no one is nobody.
Try say those harsh words to ur gf and see what she got to say.
Fck.
I'm pissed, real pissed. You're messing with the wrong person.

Woah.. Its finally over.. stupid presentation.. Nothing but trouble.. Printing, photocopying, memorising, practising -.-''.. sienz.. Glad thats over.. This week is packed with annoying test and stupid presentation.. still got Spec Maths and ComScience to go -.-''

I know i'm not a good presenter.. I'm too tense n too nervous, my hands were trembling, luckily my palms did not sweat like a sprinkle.. lol.. The result was not uber good, but i'm contented with it =)

I kinda make a mess this morning. I never thought that i'll become so fat in a few months.. I barely fit into my prom pants XD.. I always took pride with my huge tummy, just nvr thought that its so.. bloated... thats a size 32 pant leh.. Can you imagine how fat i am now >.<

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Cheer 2006 was fun.. Calyx is awesome, they rocked the house! They perform really well, but sadly, we lost.. Maybe its because of me supporting them.. lol.. All the team i support lost lately... Argentina.. Spain.. Brazil.. England... I bring bad luck to the team XD.. Guess its not our turn yet. They did really well.. I'm sure that they're among the top 10. Maybe in a year or two, we will be the new champs =)

Ah.. Theres one thing i regret tho.. I didn't take pics of those cheerleaders! No eyes-cream liao D:
My feeling towards her is growing day by day..

England's hero just killed england. Speechless. After he's been trough all the suffering to recover for the world cup, and this is what he did. Retarded. Fcking pissed now.

Nice move!

Face the consequence, idiot!