Love Never Fails

Sudden Urge. Bad, VERY bad.

2011-02-02T05:26:00.002+08:00

Had this sudden urge to change my hair style. I crossed my finger and hope it will turn out okay.

But! Apparently its not nice at all!! Kinda regret that I mohawked!!

OMG WHY DID I CHOSE TO CUT THIS!!!

Faint!! aaaaahhh. Now i loook more like a rooster than a punk. shit weih. can die.

原来...

2010-11-03T03:53:00.003+08:00

每晚夜深人静的时候，我的情绪就会澎湃

沉沦在那些回忆的片段中..

也许毕业后会有所改善吧。

毕竟朝日相见难并非是件好事。。

都过了这么久，但有时候还是会触景伤情，心微微的刺痛着。

是痴情还是执着我不知道....

但很肯定的是, 原来我这么不坚强.

我还需要一点时间..

They say the hardest part of holding on is letting go, I couldn't agree more..

最后的一篇

2010-08-16T03:44:00.002+08:00

这是最后的一篇
再看一眼

你纯真的容颜...

转眼间

2010-08-07T03:52:00.006+08:00

就这样，两年过了。

一瞬间，已经是大学最后一年了。

经历的事情不算多，但也不算少。这些事，大的，小的，都在我心中留下了点滴的足印。

其实我早在大学的第一天就注意到她了，当时觉得她是个很可爱的女子。哈哈！

没想到，现在心中却充满万分的懊悔，一直不能原谅我自己，不停的责备着太没用的自己。

看到她现在幸福的笑容，心中难免有少少的刺痛，毕竟我对她的这份感情是十分真诚的。

我只能说，谢谢你的美好，让我大学生涯中染上了不少的美丽回忆，难以磨灭的络印。

认识你是在我大学生涯中，发生在我身上最美好的事情。

现在我只能在远处静静的守候着你，祝福你，希望他比我更爱你。

说走就走

2010-07-18T04:11:00.000+08:00

快忍不住.

我好想哭..

可是我坚强的对你祝福..

2008-02-07T02:28:00.000+08:00

Cool.
A python ate a rat and was sunbathing in front of my house this morning.

I tot its a rattle snake =.=
Should have capture it n make it my pet. aaihh
Bombaman came n took it away tho.

Anyway. Happy CNY.

We're not far away from hitting 20s d. Some already did haha

2008-01-06T00:41:00.000+08:00

Enough is enough.

Do you think calling ppl dumbfuck, soh chat n everything else is funny?
I think its rather insulting.

If you dont respect me, then you dont deserve my respect.

Turkich Delight

2007-11-07T14:17:00.000+08:00

DAMN!!!

I missed this god damn delicious Turkish Delight!!!

I'm not referring to that turkish food.

I'm talking bout
LIVERPOOL vs Besiktas !!

I overslept :(

7-0? huh? whats that?

8-0 is the new record!! beat that suckers!! hahahahaha

3 goals - Benayoun
2 goals - Peter Crouch, Ryan Babel
1 goal - Gerrard!!

Ryan Babel got 1 with a back-heel, and he got another 1 with his back!!
wahahahaha...
He could have get a hatrick if he didn't missed a free header from 3 yards =.=

This really makes me happy.
Now i can study liao hohoho.

Rest In Peace Lion

2007-10-05T03:00:00.000+08:00

I still remember the day i brought u back to my house 8 years ago.

You're so small and sick.

My mum had to take you to the vet because you're so sick that you can barely eat.

8 years is a long time.

Alot happen during that time.

We laughed at those stupid things you did.
We angry at you for disobeying us.
We jogged together at night in the park.
We listened to you singing when the newspaper collector truck passed by.
I save your ass when you're bullied by others.

Perhaps you sensed that your days are numbered.
You came and sat on the sofa for the past few days.
We're thought you're just being disobedient.

This morning, you sat at the gate, staring at me as i was preparing to go to uni.
I didn't know that'll be the last time i see you.

Aih..

At least you go in peace.

R.I.P Lion.
You'll always be in my heart.

Damn regret. This is the only decent picture i got.
You're always so damn camera shy..

Dead

2007-09-17T00:17:00.000+08:00

The blogskin is fucked up.

No time to change.

This week is the last week b4 holidays :D

But its also the toughest week :(

Wtf who cares bout this blog.

As if some1 reads it. Its dead anyway lol

2007-09-09T23:07:00.000+08:00

Screw ribena.

It screw my stomach literally.

-_-''
________________________________________

I think its not the ribena.

Its the McDonald i had for lunch wtf.

I always have problems with fast food. -.-

so..

2 days without food.

lost a few kg..

hmm not bad.. at least my job is to sleep all day haha.

Now im feeling really empty inside. wtf.

2007-09-06T18:36:00.001+08:00

My hamster mum gave birth to 5 cute lil babies last week..

Now...

The hamster mum is DEAD!!!

:(

She fed them for the last time b4 she die...

And the babies are dying slowly....

:'( :'(

Sleep deprive

2007-08-25T00:22:00.000+08:00

Its been 30 hours+ since the last time i close my eyes.

Gay day.

Rushed a fucking report while preparing for a exam in the last minute is not a good idea.

Went to Lee Wei Song concert to support sc after class.
See i so good haha.

Fucking tired.

Next week lagi terrible.
1 formal report n 2 lab due monday,
Materials mid sem on tuesday,
Electric test on thursday.

Damn siao @@

Robbed!!!!!

2007-08-20T02:21:00.000+08:00

A farking blind refree spoiled the game!!

Rob Styles is farking blind!!!

'Unbelievable. How can you change a game like this?'

Farker...
If not because of him, we're 3 points ahead of puss-sea d.

WTF!

DENG!

The only positive thing from this match is Torress got his 1st Premiereship goal
... and 2 MU fans pledged their loyalty to Liverpool FC today!
Han n Shen.
wahahaha.

Liverpool's new poster boy got his 1st goal! :D

2007-08-12T02:55:00.000+08:00

Captain Courageous save the day again in the dieing minutes of the match!
wahahha
Superb goal. sheer class.
We got the champion's luck!
keeping it inside is killing me ><

星期六的深夜

2007-07-29T02:06:00.000+08:00

星期六晚上
哪都不想去
也无法入睡

看着电视机
持续在发呆
喝了七分醉

闭上了眼睛
试着不想你
但已来不及

忘了如何
让眼泪停止流下
还好没人看到
还好没人看见
没人会说话

星期六深夜
我想起了你
没什么特别
只是回忆

你让我自由
我很感激
星期六深夜

永远不会有任何人
能代替你

这就是遗憾的滋味
陪着我形影不离
明天我会面带微笑
但无法忘记你

Im soo in love with this song. :D
Leehom is the man!
but hor.. i think his new album got a bit like his old 1..
the style.. o.o
nevertheless. this song rocks!

oohh. now is saturday midnight d XD

2007-07-19T22:11:00.000+08:00

Not feeling very well..
emotionally n physically..

Results really suck donkey..
I might seem ok.. but i'm really not happy with my ROJAK result..
=(

*any1 know where to get a tattoo? keke.. i might get a tatto just like torres :D

Blur blur

2007-07-12T02:40:00.000+08:00

HP4 was nice.

I have to agree with Hermione.
Guys emotion range is like the size of a teaspoon.
Girls is like the size of the ocean. haha

The company was nice too.

We drank a lil. I'm a lil blur blur but im not drunk!
Just for our own safety, i asked chyi to drive. haha
I bet i'll drop dead tonight. zzzzzz

2007-07-08T04:03:00.001+08:00

1st thing in my mind when i got back is sleep sleep sleep.

So damn fucking tired.

The must fun part of the trip is the scuba diving part only.. sien lo..
No chick, dai ba fat hen.
No sun too. Fucking indonesia with their fucking haze.
Cant see sunset. -.-

Oh oh. And of coz.. i saw 2 medium size sharks! bout 1.2m-1.3m!
freaking scary leh. Their head the size of my open palm.
I was walking on the shore when i spotted 2 dorsal fin.
They pop up suddenly a few feet from me. scare the shit out of me.
I think they're mating... haha

oh well..

Shaun, the hot & cool diving instructor.
I like his tattoos. notice his nipple piercing? aaha
Mayb in the future i'll go n get my diving license from him.

Tmr's my happy time

2007-07-05T02:33:00.000+08:00

I've been thinking bout it for a long time, but i still cant figure it out.
I've been trying to fix it, but some how it just doesn't feel right.

-.-

Wat should i do leh.. zzz

oh well.. don't fuck it..
Tmr im going pulau perhentian :D

On the side note, Torres is one of the Reds d..
wahaha :D

All hail the future Liverpool legend! XD
Benitez looks like a hamsaplou with his moustache n beard..

2007-07-01T03:54:00.000+08:00

I knew it!
Torres is coming to Liverpool! :D

Says who we're not recruiting new ppl.
I'm looking forward to the new season already.
Too bad i won't watch arsenal anymore.

No Henry = no syok

wahahaha. Torres + Gerrard.
At least now Liverpool frontline is more "presentable". :D

2007-06-29T20:36:00.000+08:00

You Are 63% Grown Up, 37% Kid

Congratulations, you are definitely quite emotionally mature.
Although you have your moments of moodiness, you're usually stable and level headed.

How Emotionally Mature Are You?

O really? o.o

2007-06-29T01:30:00.000+08:00

7 ppl.
Nevertheless, Penang trip is still as fun as ever.
Damn tired. Drove 4 hours without any sleep.
Thanks to lc n tm.. lol

Anyway, guess what we found on our way back?
A super awesome RED FERRARI and at least 10 Porche!
I was driving on the fast lane and i block him for like 10s just to take a closer look. haha
Damn. that sexy beast sure can fly fast..

zzz. tired n exhausted..

2007-06-26T03:18:00.000+08:00

Rest assured.
Its not me.
But i'm kinda disappointed.

Makes Me Wonder

2007-06-20T02:06:00.000+08:00

I still don't have the reason
And you don't have the time
And it really makes me wonder
If I ever gave a fuck about you

Give me something to believe in
Cause I don't believe in you anymore
Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to try
(Yeah)
So this is goodbye

This song rocks! i can't get it out of my mind.
I'm suppose to fill my brain with physic formulas n theory. instead i go and memorize song lyrics pulak XD..

Im taking ppl's word too seriously..
Damn.. I think im becoming too paranoid d..

2007-05-25T04:43:00.000+08:00

Damn. That match really potong stim.
Whole day sleep only..
sleep in class...
sleep in tutorial...
straight away went to bed n sleep until now...
zzzzz...

MILAN DON'T DESERVE THE CUP!!

great.. now i got a report due in a few hours. n i havent start doing it..
can die..

2007-05-23T17:48:00.000+08:00

Chance to be Gods

Bring it on Rossoneri!

Liverpool!!

When you walk through a storm
Hold your head up high
And don't be afraid of the dark
At the end of the storm
Is a golden sky
And the sweet silver song of a lark
Walk on through the wind
Walk on through the rain
Tho your dreams be tossed and blown
Walk on, walk on
With hope in your heart
And you'll never walk alone
You'll never walk alone...

You'll never walk alone!

2007-05-02T22:15:00.000+08:00

Liverpool won! wahhahaha.

Suck it.. I overslept i missed the whole match..
i woke up only manage to watch the last 15 mins -.-''
But im glad i woke up.. the penalty damn ci gek haha

We're in the final for the 2nd time in 3 years.. If we win then damn chun man hahaha.

I knew we'll make it to the final since the start of this competition :D
CH, i hate to say this... but i told u so wahahaha..

I still believe my prediction will come true tonight..
Liverpool n AC Milan final!! :)

I love to see mourinho face after the match. What a sore loser he is..

and i quote Gerrard,

"I think he was a bit disrespectful calling us a little club," Gerrard said. "Two finals in three years -- not bad for a little club."

:D

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DAMN THE FUCKING PROFESSION!!

I'M NOT ARCHITECT OR ANY MATHS GENIUS..

HOW ARE U SUPPOSE WE CAN COME UP WITH 2 DIFFERENT DESIGN FOR A MUSEUM!!??
2 DIFFERENT FLOOR PLAN N EXTERIOR SKETCH?! WTF? -.-

ITS MAKING ME INSANE N SO STRESSED OUT FUCK!

# Edit

My prediction came true. Liverpool - AC Milan final again woohoo..
Now i got a bad feeling liverpool will lose in final d =\

2007-04-01T03:24:00.000+08:00

Liverpool - Arsenal
4-1

Crouch surprised me today. I nvr thought he'll score a hatrick.. NEVER!

He's Liverpool's sh, always miss those impossible-to-miss shot.
Today he's godlike, din miss any of those lol.
Hmm.. His performance today is good enough to convince me a he's more than a sh liao..
wahaha..

2007-03-19T20:54:00.000+08:00

Total failure.

This sucks.

It turns out that our lil physic project is worse than mediocre.

Abysmal disappointment.

=(

2007-03-07T05:48:00.000+08:00

Liverpool 0 - 1 Barcelona
(Aggregate 2-2)

We lost but we're through!
Wahahaha. I told you so!

The bad news is.. Chelsea is through too XD

Sien

2007-03-05T00:34:00.000+08:00

Hows the Lee Hom concert?
I heard from my sis its fking awesome..
Hmm.. too late to regret now. lol

My sis was kind enough to buy a souvenier for me...

A LeeHom-dunno-wat-pass -.-''
Buy for what for gods sake -.-''

Damn. I'm cracking my head now trying to figure out some stuff.
Damn. All thanks to that lecturer who raps like Jaychow -.-''
Damn.

28th or 1st

2007-03-02T02:35:00.000+08:00

28th or 1st?

Hmm.. Honestly i don't know. lol..

Lots ppl asked me that. but trust me, i'm not even sure whether its my birthday. lol

My birthday doesn't mean anything special to me.
If ur in my shoe, u'll know how it feels to be without a bday.
It makes no different. Once every 4 years.. damn sad XD
Well.. used to it liao haha.

But still.. I really appreciate it. Big thank you to u guys..
Everyone needs some acknowledgement.
All those wishes really lit up my day. Really.
Someone even wished me on 26th.. LOL.. silly kw. haha

A New Year, A New Hope

2007-02-21T03:29:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR PPL!

Its been exactly 1 year since i started this blog. It's the 100th post too!! =)

This year had turned out a whole lot different than what i expected. I'd gained a lot, but i lost more. I guess thats how people grow, from their mistakes.

I cant say i've been through alot, but definitely, i learned a lot.

Emotionally, its been a pretty enriching year.
I experienced utmost despair and sorrow at the lowest point, and extreme joy at the highest peak.
One thing for sure, i can't be so trusting anymore.
Scars take time to heal, some take forever.

I'm aware that my actions had hurt and angered ppl over the year and for that, i seek your forgiveness.
I can be an ass, stubborn or just plain stupid at times.

Ups and downs.. I just hope there's more ups and less downs for me in this year.. XD

The sharpest life is the hardest to lead

2007-02-12T01:16:00.000+08:00

I'm in love with punk rock music!
Breaking Benjamin, Our Lady Peace, and definitely My Chemical Romance!

Of course, Welcome To The Black Parade album is my favourite atm.
I just can't stop listening to it. haha.
Its pure punk rock and a lil RnB at the same time! fcking awesome!
But stupid limewire doesnt have it all the soundtrack.. sien..
mayb my limewire got problem d XD

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Lots of ppl are leaving M'sia for aussie.. WHY??
Local oso got monash mar.. lol..
almost 10 out of 5 are going there.. damn.. i wanna go there too.. sien..

So.. orientation starts tmr.. Uni's starting soon.. tats fast.. suddenly i almost hit the 20-ies threshold d. waah.. feel so old =.='

I never thought i'd say this, but im freaking glad that the 3 months holiday had finally came to an end.

2007-01-06T02:33:00.000+08:00

I got the offer letter.

I paid the offset fees.

Now im a soon-to-be Monash student :D

But it cost 150k+ for 4 years. wtf. Thats like a Mercedes! ><><.

I ain't gonna set my resolution too high, eg : nerdify myself, coz i know i won't study. lol.
I just hope that i'll finish my everyday hw (important! i nvr did my MUFY hw XD) n study at least 1 hour/day. That should be enough.. i hope.. XD

Speaking of Mufy, i got Mufy books for sale! Good as new! Any1 need it just tell me la..

#PS. MSN failed-to-send-msg thing is getting on my nerve. fck. They just started the repair today.. =.=''

Silent Night

2006-12-25T03:54:00.000+08:00

Suppose to be a silent night, but it was a hectic night!
Eveything went horribly wrong for our preformance, especially the PA system.
Mic no sound.. music out of beat...we totally forgot to bow, n end up looking at each other, waiting..
LOL..

Bad, but funny nevertheless.. haha.

Surprisingly, lots ppl turn out today.. fren's bf.. fren's bf's frens.. a lot ll too. what a pleasent surprise ;). Mayb becoz of the crowd, we got real nervous. haha.. but we scrap thru after all.

so yeah..

*taken last year in Korea

Last year i spent my Xmas in a cold country, my very 1st white Xmas. The atmoshpere was great there. Snowy, very romantic.. haha

This year im back in M'sia. No snow, but the company is excellent! Just that im getting the habit of skipping caroling.. wahaha.. im such a slacker. Merry Christmas everyone!

2006-12-24T03:43:00.000+08:00

A Merry Christmas?

For us, yeah. But not for those who just lost their houses to the flood.
I wonder how's my grandma doing. She lives in Segamat. fyi, that place is one of the worst flooded area. hmm..

Can't believe its christmas already. Its just like yesterday..
Come to think of it, im 19 in less than 2 months O.o''

I just hope that everything will go fine tmr. Its been a hectic week.
We've been practicing a lot, but still not good enuff to perform tmr...
sien.. see how things go la..

2006-12-14T00:30:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow is my Graduation Night. Something like prom.
So yea, finally something that i look forward to.
Finally something to do after a week of stoning at home. zzzz

I just hope that those ~~girl~~ people don't put toooo much make up, soo thick until can block a bullet.
Wan scare ppl meh.. lol

Its out

2006-12-08T01:42:00.000+08:00

MUFY result is out.

As expected, my English n Spec maths are the 2 weakest subs.
Lots of ppl are fucked up by English. At least im on the borderline. so im safe atm.

Overall its not too bad, yet not too good. A fair result i say.

A burden of my shoulder i guess.
Its been really disturbing to worry bout the fcking english all the time.
Glad i scraped through it. Thank god.

2006-12-02T03:17:00.000+08:00

I did the most embarassing thing yesterday.

I wished KahEe happy birthday on the 30th, where her birthday is actually on the 1st of Dec. XD

Worst, i thought i was the last to wish her, and i sounded so confident n proud to be the last one to wish her... lol..

Well, instead the last, i became the 1st one to wish her.. hahaha..

Just a short recap of what i did in the last few weeks.

1. I went to Hillsong United concert last friday. And yeah, it was fcking awesome! The atmosphere, the song, the high-ness.. wahaha.. Everyone was jumping and singing together. i really had a good time that day. Well, just FYI, Hillsong is a christian band.. so its mostly christian song.. hehe. but those are awesong rock christian songs. i love them to the max!.

2. yea.. Went to Genting with tecky,keat,chunwei, teckkeong they all.. Its a all gay trip, well.. sorta, love birds are excluded. heh.. Tecky intended to go into the casino, but at last.. u know, we failed.. haha. Overall, its fun and gay. I guess the best part of the trip was the thrill ride, aka cable car.. haha.. read tecky's blog to find out more. im too lazy heh.

3. oh yea.. I've been cutting short my on9 time recently.. mostly thanks to my dad who constantly screwing my ass for on9-ing for 24/7 all the time.. Its good in a way tho, at least it helps to solve my internet additction temporary.. haha.

2006-11-18T04:27:00.000+08:00

I feel like an owl now.

sien.. i hate waking up early in the morning for no reason..
better get some rest.. but how??
my biological clock is sooo screwed..

-.-''

maybe i shud go watch wrestling n sleep on the couch.
that works everytime...

Casino Royale

2006-11-17T04:13:00.000+08:00

First, there was this..

Spiderman

Then, this pop up..

Catwomen

Later on, another hero was brought into the cinema..

Batman

Notice the similarities? hmm..

Well, because of the "Malaysia Boleh" spirit, we decide to come up with something else.
Something so unique that it left me dumbfounded then i saw it.

Behold.....
-
-
-
-

The Cicak Man!!!

o.O''

I was quite shocked actually.. haha..
Maybe its been a looong time since the last time i watch a movie.
1st time watching the trailer, i was like, "wtf? PowerRanger??".. lol
Its indeed VERY unique.

Bizarre costume and weird super power.
Looks like he uses his tounge to sling n swing like Spiderman.. lol

i guess its a action/comedy/super hero movie..
i definitely wont spend my money on this.. lol

Anw, just watch Casino Royale. Typical Bond movie. Lots of action n super hawt Bond lady. hehe.. Too bad all those nice scence kena cut d XD..

Just that i dont quite like the new Bond.. He just dont have that Bond-aura and the looks.. I prefer Pierce Brosnan, too bad he's too old liao..

Overall its a nice movie, especially the poker part. kinda like HongKong's God of Gamblers. If dunno how to play poker then sien lo, but if u know, then its very gan jiong.. haha

2006-11-16T01:29:00.000+08:00

Is there anything wrong with msn?
Cause i cant send msg to anyone at all -.-'
Thats so frustrating and annoying la.. swt.. on9 but cant talk -.- Fuck msn.
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~~Liverpool~~ had failed me.

Lets hope England don't.

2006-11-15T03:39:00.000+08:00

You Are Loved (Don't Give Up) - Josh Groban

Don't give up
It's just the weight of the world
When you're heart's heavy
I will lift it for you

Don't give up
Because you want to be heard
If silence keeps you
I will break it for you

Everybody wants to be understood
Well I can hear you
Everybody wants to be loved
Don't give up
Because you are loved

Don't give up
It's just the hurt that you hide
When you lost inside
I will be there to find you

Don't give up
Because you want to burn bright
If darkness blinds you
I will break it for you

Everybody wants to be understood
Well I can hear you
Everybody wants to be loved
Don't give up
Because you are loved

You are loved
Don't give up
It's just the weight of the world
Don't give up
Every one is to be heard
You are loved
*but I give up...
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A very inspiring song.
Prolly doesn't suite the taste of most ppl, but i find it quite meaningful.

Well, i just bang my car few days ago.. luckily its nothing serious.
just a bump near the front left wheel, but it scare the hell out of me.
Dang!

Kinda grounded from using the car d ><

2006-11-13T02:28:00.000+08:00

Fuck on.

Fuck off.

Fuck up.

Fuck down.

Fuck right.

Fuck left.

And last but not least, FUCK LIVERPOOL -.-

3-0 is more than embarassing.

so,

2006-11-10T02:01:00.000+08:00

I'm a free man in 12 hours :D

2006-11-06T03:00:00.000+08:00

Chelsea lost.
John Terry sent off.

What could be better than that? hahaha.

Anyway, stumble upon this funny clip. heh enjoy..

Flushed Away

2006-11-05T02:11:00.000+08:00

People.. Go watch this! This one is damn funny n cute.. Even better than Open Season! tho i heard that Open Season sux.. haha..

Well.. Its kinda obvious. The story is about the adventure of a mouse being flused down the toilet.

If ya feel stress or depress, this movie will do the job! Just go watch! heh

I looked like this ever since my English paper..
I'm VERY worried bout my English paper. I didn't finish the whole damn thing again..
IF.. I fail english, then i fail MUFY.. No point getting HD for other subs liao -.-''..

Theres 2 paper left.. then im free to rot at home for 3 months >.>''

Halloween is my deathday

2006-10-31T17:47:00.000+08:00

Ok..

Today i learned that there's certain subject, even if you studied, you still cant answer the fucking question..

English........

fucking theme study killed my future

2006-10-30T21:51:00.000+08:00

Do or Die!

cross my finger n hope i wont fail.. again..
Am i too perasan...

Fcuk KFC

2006-10-29T21:37:00.000+08:00

SCREW KFC!!

No. Let me rephrase it..

FUCK KFC!!

Its a farewell party for my church teacher. And we went to the KFC somewhere in state. So yea.. Everything was good, the chicken, the wedges, the fries.. All cept for the drinks..

The coke was good. but something else in it makes everything taste like rotten fish.

I have a weird habbit. I like to chew on ice after i finished my food. As is was scooping out the icecube, some "thing" caught my eye. I dashed to the toilet and puked instantly after i saw that "thing".

Im gotta be the "luckiest" person on earth. Guess what i found in my drinks..

A FUCKING COCKROACH!!!!

A DAMN FUCKING COCKROACH FROZEN INSIDE THE ICE CUBE!!!

What are the odds? beats me.. Im so lucky.. -.-''

I was gonna take a pic of it and perhaps, sue the management to get some money wahahaha, but my friend took it and show the cashier before i could snap a pic -.-''. And she got me a new orange juice.. great... -.-''

If this is USA, im so gonna sue KFC.. get some cash to buy my iPod..

The fact that i drank a coke soaked with cockroach-icecube killed my appetite -.-''. Its so disgusting leh weih...

Im so not going to any KFC or any fast food anymore..
Who knows what i'll get next time ><.

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Tagged twice, not once! XD haha..
This looks interesting to do.. Here goes..

1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesnt make sense.
4. Tag 5 ppl at their tagboard to ask them to do this!
5. Bold the questions and with the answers , give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.

How are you feeling today?
Tyler Hilton - Glad
Glad? hmm.. not quite.. but yea.. Im glad for everything.

Will you get far in life?
Snow Patrol - Chasing Car
Err.. I dont get it.. guess i'll get quite far?

How do your friends see you?
Seether. feat Amy Lee - Broken
Hell yeah! Im darn broke. hehe.. n maybe a lil mentally broken XD

Will you get married?
James Blunt - So Long Jimmy
wth that suppose to mean? so im gonna dump my wife, Jimmy?? Thats gay....

What is your best friend's theme song?
James Blunt - Cry
Cry on my shoulder. I'm a friend.
Wow.. what a friend! :)

What is the story of your life?
Aerosmith - Crying
-.-'' why cry again? means my life sucks? :(

What was high school like?
U2 - All Because Of You
Its great.. but its all because of me? wah.. din know tat..

How can you get ahead in life?
INXS - Pretty Vegas
yeah man.. I'll go to vegas gamble n make a fortune.. o.o''

What is the best thing about your friend?
Three Doors Down - Let Me Go
You love me but you don't know who i am.

What is in store for this weekend?
Rob Thomas - Ever The Same
yea.. its still gonna be the same.. sucky..

What song describe you?
Nickleback - Savin' Me
Somebody save me! Final's tmr!!

To describe your grandparents?
Simple Plan - Untitled
hmm.. We're kinda estranged.. I barely know them cause i didn't have the chance to see them..

How is your life going?
Teddy Geiger - Seven Days Without You
huh??

What song will they play at your funeral?
Teddy Geiger - These Wall
hmm.. i guess its ok... i love this song anyway.

How does the world see you?
Bon Jovi - Living On A Prayer
wah.. im not a slacker la... lol

Will you have a happy life?
Brian McKnight - Back At One
I have to start all back at one to be happy? :O

What do your friends really think of you?
Fort Minor - Remember The Name
O.Oa?

Do people secretly lust after you?
Teddy Geiger - Look Where We Are Now
3 T.G song -.-.. Err.. i guess thats a yes? nahh.. who would lust after a guy with a bloated belly ><

How can i make myself happy?
Gavin Degraw - I Don't Wanna Be
Cool! I wanna be myself! base on my own principle, not others.

Will you ever have children?
Fort Minor - Where'd You Go
Where'd my children go? shyt..

Since my tagboard is so deserted or most of them already been tagged..
I guess i'll tag..... no one :(

2006-10-27T02:02:00.000+08:00

I don't quite know...

How to say...

How i feel...

2006-10-22T02:44:00.000+08:00

Its just one of those bad day which have been elusive for a long time.
Right now, i feel like shit.

Confuse + Grumpy + Anxious + Sien + Weird + Frustrated + Distracted etc etc.

Mixed feeling.

Its never too late to fix things

2006-10-16T17:37:00.000+08:00

As expected, my results are good cept for english and spec maths..

I FAIL my english :(
the good news is, its only 2.5% for internal *phew*

yea.. so.. its not too late to fix it..

If having things turn out the way you wanted them to is the measure of a successful life, then some would say that I'm a failure. The important thing is not to be bitter over life's disappointments. Learn to let go of the past. And recognize that every day won't be sunny, and when you find yourself lost in the darkness and despair remember it's only in the black of night you see the stars. And those stars will lead you back home. So don't be afraid to make mistakes, or stumble and fall, cause most of the time the greatest rewards come from doing the things that scare you the most. Maybe you'll get everything you wish for. Maybe you'll get more than you ever could have imagined. Who knows where life will take you. The road is long and in the end, the journey is the destination.
-Whitney

Look at that baby!

2006-10-16T00:53:00.000+08:00

Haha.. Just watched Rob-B-Hood.. Heck.. Its an awesome movie! Action, comedy, love, cute baby.. you name it! I laugh my ass off during the entire show.. Yea.. I need the laugh badly.. hehe.. Those who haven't watch it, ya better do so. Ya wont regret it! heh..

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I set 2 goals for myself:

1. Im not on9 anymore until the finals over. Been online-ing 24/7 for a week, and it really kills my intention to go on9 anymore. So boring.. Well, mayb dl-ing OTH n check mail.. haha.. Time to get serious. 2 weeks left b4 my finals. I need to do something bout my english. It sucks! :(

2. Seriously, imma work my ass out to make my huge belly disappear.. haha.. Im just 18, but i got a waistline of a 50 year old man ><.. Im proud of it actually. not until i found out that waistline obesity will lead to cardiac diseases...so.. neh.. i dun wanna take the risk lol.. XD

yea.. so no more on9.. and 10 more OTH to go! :)

Most of our life is a series of images. They pass us by like towns on the highway. But sometimes a moment stuns us as it happens. And we know that this instant is more than a fleeting image. We know that this moment, every part of it, will live on forever.
-Lucas

2006-10-14T20:31:00.000+08:00

Beside One-Tree-Hill-ing, stoning and rotting at home, there's nothing much i did in my holidays. So yea.. its a sucky holiday XD..

*Well.. I'm starting DOTA now.. haha.. just to kill boredom.. cant risk of getting addicted to it 2 weeks before finals.. lol

I'm at episode 11, but im already addicted to it. What can i say? OTH rocks! haha.. I did learn something from OTH tho.. frenship, family, *marriage? lol.. Well, i do realise something. You have to fight to win something.. frendship especially.. heh.. Friends are the most important ppl to us after family.. So yea.. appreciate every1 around ya.. its time to catch up and patch up with friends..

Lucas is my favourite character other than Brooke.. hehe.. The way he deal with friendship, family, challenges is really inspiring.. heh.. too bad its fiction, but he still very cool..

Haiz.. Hols sucks.. I wonder how im gonna survive after finals.. 3 months of stoning and rotting.. ><''..

One-Tree-Hill-ing til hols ends

2006-10-10T18:22:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. I almost made my com overloaded.. lol

Due to the boringness n kekosongan of my holidays, i dl-ed 7 episodes of 1.3.Hill yesterday.. lol.. Thats like 2 GB of stuff.. But i sure didn't regret dl-ing them, cause they are crackers! haha.. now i need to find a place to backup them.. I want an iPod -_-''..

My holidays very dull 1 la.. I literally got no life.. lol XD..

Currently im at season3 episode 5, thats damn slow man.. stil loads to catch up.. haha..

Well, i sure learn sumthing bout cheerleaders..
1. Cheerleaders are delicious *grins*
2. Cheerleaders are fierce O.O''
3. They can punch! real hard.. haha..

Hmm.. Mayb i should just go and buy the whole collection of it.. save time n energy.. fake one la of coz.. lol

I can see the moon! its so bright n shiny

2006-10-08T05:39:00.000+08:00

*shit.. i overslept again..

After the entrance scholaship award ceremony thing, we went to watch Tellaga Nights.. It was a huge mistake man.. Despite wat the critics says, its not that good.. i felt guilty for suggesting it to my friend.. 11 bucks wasted.. =.=''

Anyway, hols' is here.. but i think it'll be a boring 1..
Finals is in 3 weeks time -.-''.. Everyone must be busy preparing for it..
Exam exam exam.. sienz..

Btw.. if you've read the newspaper, you would've seen this.
He's my cousin yo! I totally salute him, that takes more than guts to do that..
Its so sweet n romantic.. haha..
Next time imma do something more sweet than tat.. lol

2006-10-06T18:48:00.000+08:00

Goodbye TRIALS Hello HOLIDAY!!

woooyeah!!

Finished the scariest test of all today.. spec maths..
What a relieve man.. It was tense before and after the test..
My palm just cant stop dripping sweat.. My test paper was half soaked with my sweat ><
I never ever been so tense before a exam, not even SPM.. lol

And the last minute study til 5 am in the morning is wasted man..
Studied or not, i still can't do the paper =(
Screw it..

haha.. so now imma enjoy my 1 week holiday to the max.. anyone wanna go for movie? XD

anyway.. time to hibernate.. slept 3 hours only in the past 2 days.. ZzzzZzz

2006-10-03T13:47:00.000+08:00

Im so bored at home today..

Cant get anything into my brain atm..

Instead of studying, i spent the whole morning playing flash game.. lol

Hei.. and i found 1 interesting flash game..

It might look easy to ya all.. try to complete the game n see.. haha

There's some surprise when ya finish the game..

So here's the ~~"interesting"~~ flash game

n check out this cool optical illusions..

2006-09-30T23:47:00.000+08:00

Shit!

Liverpool lost.. 2-0 to stupid linesman..

Trials..

My brain not working like it suppose to be..

Stress...

Man.. Im falling into pieces ><

2006-09-28T23:28:00.000+08:00

Shit.. I believe in karma liao.. LOL

Last week i was laughing at ppl.. now its my turn to suffer.. deng

No matter how hard i try.. those shit just wont go into my brain..

dang.. I'm fucking scare English.. scare i fail....

I suck at writting essay n ~~shit~~ theme study..

Spec maths.. physics...

Theres still something i cant figure out.. it bothers me alot..

These 2 gonna pawn me gao gao.. sienz

trials... aargh...

2006-09-27T05:30:00.000+08:00

For the last whole week, I've been staying at col til 8pm++..
doing the stupid ComScience asgment..
All because of 1 fucker who doesnt want to cooperate..
Its more like a solo project than a group work.. I pratically did 70% of it -.-''

fuck.. I have to learn to screw ppl and say "No"..
Its really taking its toll now.. being taken for granted is not a good feeling..
I finally can rest and start studying for the trials next week =)

Time is running out becoz of this fucking project..
5 days more then im dead.. haizz..

2006-09-25T02:12:00.000+08:00

Ever had this weird and uneasy feeling deep inside?

As if its a premonition of something really bad..

Man.. I've got that feeling whole night..

This is kinda creepy n freaky..

Ahh.. Lets just hope nothing bad happen tmr...

Goodluck to SAMs and MUFY-ian lo..

God bless you..

Or even better.. I bless you.. wahahaha

2006-09-23T05:17:00.000+08:00

Friend?

or

friend with benefits?

Brooke,1.3.H

speechless..

Alonso Wonder Goal!!

2006-09-21T04:30:00.000+08:00

Damn.. i cant wake up on thursday morning..
I missed the new "Goal of the Century".. :(

Some says its pure luck..

Some says its fake..

Some says its the keeper's fault..

But for me..

HOW ON EARTH CAN HE SCORED THAT??!!

Its a wonder goal from 65 yards away~! *further than Beckham's goal*

So what if he's lucky.. can you do that?

wahaha..

Xabi Alonso.. Now ur my man! Gerrard no more XD

moral moral moral !@#$%

2006-09-19T01:29:00.000+08:00

Damn.. suppose to study for moral final exam tmr..

end up stoning in front of com again...

Still got a last asgm to finish which due next tuesday..
I havent even started..

Sienzz... =.=''

Anyway.. Heres something for u all to do if ya as bored as me..

1st, get a Casio fx 570 calculator (yea.. mufy stil using the old one ><). Then get to base mode. *hope u still know how :)
Enter 793505 then press "=".
Hit the "^" key.

A magical word will appear~ Go try it!

heehehehe :D

*screw moral test.. haha.. the test memang 793505 la..

Clash of Titans!

2006-09-17T19:25:00.000+08:00

WAH..
This week got big match..

Chelsea vs Liverpool

Manchester United vs Arsenal

How to study??!!

ChernHan already made a bet with me.. haha.. Prepare to lose 2 gai fan man.. wahahaha

No fear! Liverpool sure will win *grins*

Coz Liverpool have the Fantastic 4!!

And last but not least....

The indestructable and incvincible Stevie G!!

*wtf.. lose to 10 men Chelsea... sienzz.. so many missed chances... apa la Gerrard... u made me lost 2 gai fan =.= ''

One of the reason why Liverpool lost is because of the injury of..

John Arne Risse ! :(

It would have been a different game if he's there..
Perhaps his powerful left leg shot will blast Cech's head of his shoulder.. >

Holding on..

2006-09-14T00:34:00.000+08:00

wtf?

2006-09-11T20:32:00.000+08:00

wtf? Is it just me or what..
I can't seem to log on into Msn..
Sienzz.. I still got project to discuss with friends..

=.=''

*f*** MSN... 1.30 am+ only can online.. screw them..

2006-09-11T01:56:00.000+08:00

Can't believe its time already.. Few months ago we're eating at Kayu and he's struggling whether to go or not to go.. Now, his made up his mind and he's leaving on monday.. In fact, its only a few hours from now :(..

He threw a farewell party at his house few days ago.. I really enjoy the atmosphere there. There's some touching moment, some highgei moment n some really funny moment.. haha..

Shu Haur n Ka Hoe are awesome with their piano.. very very talented indeed.. haha.. We kinda had a mini concert where SH played n sing couple of his song.. geng.. I wish i can write song like that.. If he write a song for me, i would have married him XD..

Haha.. I salute Han.. Your my man-of-the-night man.. haha..

I didn't bring my camera.. But there's loads of photo here.. All credit to Caleb.. He took a total of 565 pic! siao :D..

So yeah.. All the best to Shu Haur man.. Take care.. Bon Voyage..

2006-09-08T10:28:00.000+08:00

Woo.. I skipped class for the 1st time.. lol
I'm too lazy to go to col to write a f***ing essay n wait for 4 hours to do some physic past year paper question. Instead, i buried my head in my warm n cosy bed til noon ;)

So yesterday is our MUFY Sharity Day.. Its kinda boring actually.. coz im not in charge of any stalls ><.. But its still fun.. coz all the classes are shorten into 30 min n we can go home early :)..

I end up using 20 bucks on some insanely overprice food n stuff.. Things i do for charity XD.. and came home with an ugly scar on my face which gives my mother a omg-what-happen-to-ur-face look.. lol..

2006-09-04T00:21:00.000+08:00

The most meaningful movie i watched this year definitely goes to....
Click !!!

It makes me really wanna have a controler like that.. lol..
The almighty controler that pratically control the universe.. Damn cool man.. Dont abuse its power of coz.. if not gonna end up like him XD

I wonder how it looks like to relive ur life in a different perspective.. Relive the happiest moment in life, rewind and replay it over and over again.. Very nice eh..

"Will you still love me in the morning" is really sweet..
But for me, the part that really touched my heart is when he's dieing.. before he took his last breath.. he ~~pointed his middle finger to Ben~~ uttered, "Family comes first".. This is damn saddening leh.. He look so miserable..

I was on the verge of crying.. then the phone rang and its for me.. damn potong stim weih.. lol.. I'm gonna watch it again tmr.. see if i'll cry anot.. lol

Gerrard! You're my man!

2006-09-03T02:15:00.000+08:00

England Vs Angora
5 - 0

Yet another convincing win.
Another promising display of England.
Way way way better when Ericson is in charge.

1 Goal, 1 Assist.
Need to say more?
Gerrard is definitely my man of the match! wahahaha

Gerrard!! Ya my man!!

Pity Hargreaves tho, 2 shots on the post and it bounced out.
It not, it would have been 7 or 8 goal win over Angora.

I wonder why McLaren include Richardson and Brown in the squad tho.
I dont think they're good enough to be in the England squad.
Nevertheless, its an entertaining game.
Anyhow, time to sleep d.. I just slept 2 hours yesterday o.o''

When the Stars Go Blue..

2006-09-03T00:13:00.000+08:00

I lie down on the grass, staring to the sky.. The sky is bright tonight, but shrouded by cloud, just like my mind now..

Its still and peaceful. Quite and calm. All i can hear is the sound of the crickets in the bush and the sound of the gentle breeze brushing the leaves of the trees.. Its really a cossy and comfortable lying on the grass..

I wish that someone is here watching the night sky with me.. staring at the sky whole day long.. Lying there whole night long with me.. I can sleep there thorugh out the night.. cept that i might been robbed or chopped into pieces when i woke up..

She doesn't have to be the most beautiful being in the whole world.. She doesn't have to be rich and famous.. All that matter is that she happy when seeing me, that she appreciates me.. Her presence is more than enough to make me happy for the rest of the day..

Lion is running around me in circles, sniffing and peaing. I wonder if he's missing someone too.. He's 6 years old already.. If he's lucky, he is a father of 5 pups by now.. lol..

2006-09-02T19:20:00.000+08:00

Growing up is just a part of life..
Don't take life too seriously; No one gets out alive.

People come, people leave..

Distance.. is so real yet so abstract..

You found new clique.. Forgot the old ones eventually.. The riff gets bigger until you feel that they are complete strangers to you..

Ironic eh?

Once.. you're so close with them.. The other moment is like you meant nothing to them.. so unsignificant.. so meaningless..

You can trash-talk with them on the surface... but deep inside, there's no connection at all.. There's no honest and sincere conversation..

I always tought i'm the only one thinking this way.. Apparently, there's others who feel the same..

Sometimes.. it really saddens me that once a great friendship just went down into the drain like that.. I really dont know what went wrong.. Maybe they heard something unpleasent bout me.. I don't know.. That sudden change of attitude.. the sudden change of tone.. really hurts me deep inside.. I rather them being frank and shoot me..

Verbal wounds hurts more than physical wounds.. I can't agree more..

I really really tried to reconcile.. tried to talk.. tried to communicate.. like the old times..
but sometimes... the more i say, it just makes the matter worse..

It seems like they're far beyond my reach now..

I think i'm considered lucky to be blessed with people who really understand me.. Tho there's lil conversation between us, they just know whats going on in my mind.. You cant lie to them, cause they know you too well.. You could just call them anytime and tell them all your troubles.. They're just there for you.. To me, thats called buddy..

I took everything for granted.. Being with them everyday makes me feel complacent.. And i didnt take any efforts to maintain that intimacy.. People tends not to appreciate what they have until they lose them.. haiz.. I'm one of them i guess..

Ever seeing your parents go hang out with their old pal? I'm reffering to those parents in mid 60s.. My parent hardly went out with their friends.. I hardly see them call anyone when they're troubled (I inherited this trait >.<.. I rarely call anyone. If it lasted more than 5 mins, that can go into the record book man).. Life makes them mentally strong and tough i guess.. They dont depend on others..

Just shoot me.

*After watching Click, I think i'm an idiot to write bt this post..
I got lots more to catch up if i don't want to end up like him..
Friends are very important, but "Family comes first."..

Wasted

2006-08-31T22:56:00.000+08:00

So there goes my 1st day of my long awaited holiday.. Wasted..
Deng.. Wasted whole day stoning at home only.. boooorrriiing..
Really wanted to go out, but apparently lots of ppl's busy with stuff.. lol XD
Its really so hard to ask ppl out at this time..
Holiday at the wrong time.. Stupid MUFY!
My phone whole day didn't bugde at all.. Sad case leh weih.. lol

Aiks.. Wanna watch Click but its not screening anymore =(
Anyone got DvD ? >.<
Sienz.. There goes my holiday =(

Scars - Paparoach
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

Broken - Seether
I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph, I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There's so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

'Cause I'm broken when I'm open
And I don't feel like I am strong enough
'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away

Totally dig these 2 songs! Especially the chorus..

Woohoo

2006-08-28T23:28:00.001+08:00

Yes.. Just 2 more days..

Then... ~~Merdeka!!~~ Holiday!! Woohoo!

Been waiting for months for this 2 freaking days of holiday..

Everyday i feel like exploding but i can't cause i surpress myself..

Gonna make use of this 2 days to "explode" gao gao.. lol

48 hours of rest ain't enough honestly..

Not enough time to recharge and refresh..

Haven't really go for any vacation..

Missed so many movies.. So outdated liao.. I didn't even watch Superman..

There's still so many inner conflicts happening..

Trials is in a month time..

I'm still not in nerd-mode..

I'm so doomed..

By the way, anyone interested going to the merdeka celebration at Sunway Surf Beach this wednesday?
*N3mbers, Dr. House and Nip/Tuck are so cool! made me glued to the tv for 3 hours nia..

And the bad luck continues..

2006-08-27T15:02:00.000+08:00

So it happens that im on a bad luck streak..

As usual, every Sunday i drive to n fro to church..

I saw a couple of ppl's car broke down. And i laughed at them.
HUGE mistake man..

So as i was driving home just now, what would should have been a 15mins of comfortable drive became a 2 hour plus of hell.. lol..

I decided to try the longer road- tru the highway.. again, HUGE mistake..
As i was driving, i smell somethings weird in the air-con and theres a freaky sound..

I look at the meter.. its almost overheat.. lol.. I'm laughing at ppl this morning and now its my turn.. Karma man.. Karma.. lol XD

Immediately i stop the car.. Waliao... When we open the hutch, saw stim coming out..tssstttt like that >.<.. Sienzz lo.. the car is so overheat that after we pour all the water we had its still szilling hot =.=''.. So what.. call for help lo.. Deng.. My friend who suppose to come and help us, their car overheat oso and we ran out of water.. =.='' He twist the cap n the whole thing just pop! Boiling water shot out from his car like a fountain and land right onto us.. lol.. We're dancing like a maniac who is standing on hot live coal.. ><

sienzzz... We end up stranded in the middle of the highway under the scorching sun.. Inside the car is like a conventional oven i tell u. Hot until can die.. Outside so sunny hot until can dry....

Hong was kind enough to stop by when he's on his way to makan.. Got some water but it still wont do any good.. lol..

Luckily its quite near my home n my bro is at home :D.. He came with lots of water, full enough to fill 2 tanks of car.. Just arrive home safe and sound.. gotta get that thing fixed asap.. if not it'll be my mum's turn tmr o.o''

So thats it. Hope this bad luck streak does not continue.. It screwed up my sunday nicely :(
I wonder why ppl visit n nvr tag anymore o.o''

2006-08-26T20:44:00.000+08:00

Parents all went out..

Sis went pak toh..

Bro went partying..

All that's left is me....

Alone.....

Purrrrfect ;-)

Now i can watch all the matchs liao..
I can scream "GOOOAAALLL!!!" everytime Liverpool score liao =)

But its kinda bored tho.. XD
Anyone interested go yum cha after those football matches?

-.o''

2006-08-25T21:11:00.000+08:00

Man.. Today ain't a lucky day for me.

Went for futsal today. It started well, but you just cant tell when accident strike. As usual, i'm the keeper (I'm always the starting keeper.. lol). So as I'm diving for a incoming ball, zhen yuan slipped and his knee hit my face.. It happen so fast that both of us cant avoid the collision. So BAM! My head went dizzy n all i heard ppl's muttering something.. lol. Kinda scary actually.. I feel theres a rush of blood running through my head.. I can feel one side of my eye sweeling and there's taste of blood in my mouth..

Went to the doctor for some check up.. Just in case..
My mum was kinda freak out when she say me.. She worried that i'll get paralyze cause her friend's son became a half-cabbage after sustaining a head injury during a sport game =.=''..

So it turn out ok.. No blood in the eye ball.. tho my vission is affected abit..blurr.. a bit only la..
But its still abit reddish lo..
Thank god! I still wanna look at ll's de.. Mana boleh if my eye injured.. XD

Here's how i look like now..

Can't see clearly?

My left eye..

My panda eye..

Got rammed by someone's knee in the face ain't no joke i tell you. I black out for a sec and can still feel my head spinning after an hour of rest on the bench.

Now i looked like a pervert who got punched in the eye for peeping some chick in the dressing room =/
I need a sunglasses >.<''

Its back!

2006-08-24T00:12:00.000+08:00

If you stare at the sky, look far to the horizon.. What will you see?

Its nothing but... HAZE!!!
Yea.. Its back again.. I got no idea why, but its back again!
Damn those fucking ~~Indonesian~~ people.. Fuck them..
When the air gets hazy, i'll get annoyed easily; when i'm annoyed, i'll become hot temper.
Damn.. Those smoke is irritating la.. Every year similliar things happen over and over again.
When will they stop.. Deng them man.. Really..

Plus, its so frustrating when I'm here squenching my brain to prepare for test whilst SAM ppl are relaxing n enjoying their holiday.. No offence tho.
Got so fucking annoyed by the test n my results are deteriorating..
I just screwed up my com science test nicely today.. how can u expect me to write a program in 10 mins?? im so cha leh weih.. =.=''
I need a break nia..
The only holiday i got till the final is Merdeka Day :(
Sienzz..

Plus.. tmr got FUCKING ENGLISH TEST!! I fucking hate the good for nothing useless theme study shit.. Coz i got no idea htf n wtf we need to do it.. Screw it la..
ps: sry for those vulgar words.. too stressed out n something's troubling my mind..

Tagged

2006-08-19T13:12:00.000+08:00

Got tagged by yean.. so here goes.. *already heard ppl snoozing liao XD*

Awesome people i wanna meet
My grandparents.. They were gone when i was born..
Gerrard and the whole Liverpool team!
God?

Things i can't live without
My computer
Internet
Computer games
Music
Friends
God?

I wish i could..
be more serious bout my studies instead of slacking around =\..
stop being a computer/internet-addict..
be courageous at the right moment.
be more mature
have better communicate and social skills
make all the mosquito burn in hell.. I kill an average of 5 mosquito/day..grr
turn back time and undo my mistakes.. Things getting really akward now..

I want..
First and foremost, i want my bloody palms to stop dripping SWEAT!!!
acknowledgement, acceptance, respect.
but definitely not rejection and ignorance.
that magical remote control from Click! wahaha ;)..
a backpack holiday to Europe.
a full scholarship? hehe..
a new hairdo, my hair sux! Its more like a bunch of grass than hair =(
nothing more but a place in that special person heart..
Songs that I think are awesome
A Millions years, Night Air, Air Dry, For you I Will - Teddy Geiger
Goodbye My Lover, High - James Blunt (His voice is gay.. but i like the lyrics XD)
Chasing Cars, You Could Be Happy - Snow Patrol
Please Forgive Me - Brian Adams
Afterglow - INXS
Iris - Goo Goo Dolls
Wishing for a falling stars - LFO
Lips of An Angel - Hinder
Behind Blue Eyes - Limp Biskitz
Most of David Tao's (Tao Zhe) songs
All of Lee Hom songs!

The list is long la.. lazy to list them out.. lol

How i see myself in 10 years
Still single?
Got my 1st degree, maybe doing my masters?
Got a 40k/year job?
Got my 1st hot ride and drive that special person around?
Lol.. How the heck i know.. Mayb i'll end up in the Tanjung Rambutan leh >.<

Random Facts
err.. Actually i dunno much bout facts..
Hmm.. dunno.. I'll skip this one XD..

As for who i would like to tag.. err... those ppl i linked mayb? thats if they read this tho, which i doubt it XD
It feels so strange, I guess that's change..

2006-08-17T03:17:00.000+08:00

I hate writing..
I hate essays..
I hate theme study shit..
I hate English!!

I got two words for it..
Fcuk it!

I used to like English class..
But now.. I dread to go for it..
English is the toughest subject to score..
Considering that i have a sucky vocab n grammar..
Yea.. I suck at English..

Happy happy

2006-08-16T02:11:00.000+08:00

Wow! I'm so surprise n delighted.
Never in my whole school life..
I scored a 40/40 for my Physics CT..
100% ! =)
First time leh... Not even in my dreams.. lol..
I still remember failing Bro.John super hard physics exam miserably..
I still remember the fear of facing physic exam in high school.. XD
My physics sucks one la.. Lady Luck is with me tat day =)

Mufy CT is relatively easier compare to other courses..
I know 100% for physic CT is common for MUFY la..
Its my 1st time ma.. let me syok sendiri can? lol

Next target: 100% for spec maths O.O''

Woot?!

2006-08-14T20:23:00.000+08:00

Today those Monash peeps came and gave us a brief talk bout the course offered in Monash U. We got a couple of booklet and the latest Monash Undegraduate Course Guide =)..

Initially, i was looking forward of doing Mechanical/Design in Aussie. Yea, its expensive XD.. i know but theres always scholarship mar.. But then... when i take a closer look at the brochure, to my horror... It requires a suitable background in aspect of ART and design.. O.O''

ART?? O.o'' U ppl know la.. My artistic sense is very very limited de.. lol.. If u want me to draw a blueprint of a machine or something, that is still within my reach.. but an ART FOLIO!?? I cant never draw as good as YeeShuang or be as good as Yeanz in photoshop.. Hell no =.=''.. The only thing i know to draw is a rose =\.. sienz lo.. There goes my dream >.<''.. Haiz.. I guess the only option left is mechanical.. lolx.

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Well.. Usually, guy dont cry in front of others... But today a friend of my did.
Guys only cry when they're REALLY sad.. Ppl's pity will only make them feel worse. All we need is some space alone n time to lick our wounds...

He had a heartbreak.. We cant do anything but stay beside him. Words wont make him feel better. Its sad to see them like this.. Weeks ago they were still the sweetest couple.. haiz..

Not that i nvr cried b4, in fact, i cry alot.. especially when watching movie, even cartoons XD. But i assure u, im no cry baby.. Thats called passionate! =)

I remember the 1st time i cried my whole heart out.. thats when my first lil puppy died.. >.<'' But then, i got used to it. My dog(s) always seems to die in a horrible way.. crushed by cars, poisoned, stolen, virus infections =.=''.. Eventually i stop crying when my dog dies, my heart already too numb to cry. XD..

Btw.. Nip/Tuck is a awesome new series! Must watch !

Liverpool!

2006-08-14T00:16:00.000+08:00

Evenly matched, action packed, and controversial =)
Its good to see both side play quality football today. Chelsea multi billionaire army vs Liverpool Rafalutioniez Reds..

To my surprise Gerrard and Alonso were not in the starting line-up, and i tought its going to be a one sided game. But.. Riise run and left leg strike is just magnificent. muahaha.. Cudicini should have save it.. dunno y he missed it, n u sould look at Terry's reaction.. His eyes poped out.. hahaha..

This is the first time i see Crouch use his height advantage to score. It was a well-timed n fantastic goal. All credit to Bellamy who supply such pinpoint accurate cross. Hehe =).. Undenieable, Shevchenko's goal is nice as well. He timed his run perfectly and finished it off with style. Man.. Liverpool sure need a striker like him.. Torres! Benitez buy him la.. dun wan let him go MU.. XD..

As usual, Mourinho being the usual whiner, gave all those lame excuse to explain the lost to Liverpool. Deng him la.. Why cant he just accept it like man and move on? Such a sore loser =.=''.. haha.. Just like what WeiPing said, this win is good to "shut that stupid bald monkey in blue up". Wahahaha.. True true =)..

Really looking forward to the new seaon liao. Chelsea is getting stronger than b4, but Liverpool sure prove that we can beat them.. wahaha.. Got hope to end Liverpool Premier League title drought liao.. =)

Yea.. Thanks to Riise and Crouch nice goal, I got 4 free gai fan liao.. Haha.. Thanks ChernHan.. haha =).. We should bet again.. heh..

All credit to the scorer, Riise and Crouch for bringing the 1st silverware of the season to Anfield. :D

Kaki lembutnya..

2006-08-12T20:48:00.000+08:00

Wahaha.. Its been so long since the last time i went jogging. Jogged 30 min then cant go on liao.. Stamina so cha liao :(

But its a huge achievement for me tho. Din really work out for a looong time ( futsal dont count coz i barely move XD). My leg so pain now, mustle ache.. lol.. But, theres a slight ache up in my chest when i was running.. Maybe its becoz of the haze or sumthing..

Hmm hmm.. Tmr i try to jog longer. Hopefully i get rid of my tummy in no time. wahaha.. I'm proud of my tummy, just that 3 layers of tyre is too much la.. lol..

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Sometimes the creativity of China's counterfeit amazed me.. lol
Watch out when ur buying one.. XD

Bring it on!

2006-08-12T01:54:00.000+08:00

Weekends are boring after the world cup. Being a football addict myself, weekend without football is hell.

But, suffer no more! Cause there's a huge match between Liverpool and Chelsea!! wahahaha.. Can see Liverpool whipped Jose Mourinho's ass again! Its a must see match! Tho the Community Shield is a small cup, but such curtain raiser is not to be missed. Moreover, Chelsea labeled Liverpool as their main title contender. Looks like Mourinho is afraid of Benitez liao. Coz Benitez out smart Mourinho tactics everytime. Hahaha..

I still cant get over the fact that Terry is the new skipper.. deng.. why not Gerrard?? We'll see who's the better this week.. Skipper vs vice skipper. wahaha

Benitez already can't wait to smack Jose ass liao.. wahahaha

There's also some interesting match up too..

Gerrard vs Ballack
How can Ballack fight with Gerrard leh?? Impossible.. Did Ballack ever save Bayern Munich from losing at the dieing minute? No.. Chelsea spent their money on a old man.. lol..

"Gerrard has led Liverpool superbly in recent seasons, dragging them back into the Champions League final in 2005 when they were 3-0 down at half-time against Milan. Also rescuing his side in the FA Cup final against West Ham with a late strike, the skipper is invaluable to the club and will look to hurt the side he almost joined last season with his penetrating runs and vicious shots."
-quoted from Soccernet.

See? Gerrard will own Ballack. Lampard is not a threat, look at his performance in the world cup..

Carragher vs Shevchenko
This might be a tough task for Carragher.. but they met before in the Champion League finals. He knows how to handle him. I have faith in him.. Just tat i scare he score another own goal. lol..

One thing for sure.. This sunday aint gonna be a boring sunday =)
I'm blind and blur.. but i'm not stupid..

shit..

2006-08-08T16:54:00.000+08:00

Shit.. I got 2 test coming up and i got no intention to study at all!
=.=''

Sienz.. Lots of thing happened lately..
I'm making too many troubles for myself.. lol
Thinking too much and doing to many unnecessary stuff..
like playing stupid online flash game and not doing my homework(as if i'll do).. XD n care too much

Guess i have to learn to let go, be the normal shun-qi-zi-ran-matthew and turn that frown on my face up side down =)..

Stumble upon this on the internet..
I swear i've seen this on someone's blog.. lol
Hope they dont mind XD..

It says it all.. bleh.. No more emo-Matt liao!

Good temper?

2006-08-07T03:14:00.000+08:00

A friend of mine told me that i don't have a temper.
Even if someone stab me at the back or poison my food, i'm still unaware of it.
Hmm.. thats good or bad?

Dang.. Maybe i'm the mr. nice guy who always takes what people say and wont snort.
You people nvr see me shout back at people..
Its not because i'm a chicken or what..
I'm just too afraid that i might hurt someone feeling..

But heck, you don't wanna see me lose my temper.
I can be a bloody scary person when i lost my head..
When rage consumed me, i'm not the person you wanna mess with..
I broke a air-cond bus window with my bare hands..
I almost kill my dog with a stick because it bit me..

Kind people often get bullied..
Deng.. I need to show my temper liao la..
If not ppl think I'm easy to take for granted..
Someday, when i lose my temper, i think i'll kill someone.. lol

2006-08-05T02:00:00.000+08:00

When the heart dies,
Everythings dead..

Dead

2006-08-02T23:18:00.000+08:00

"Ignorance is bliss"
I concur.. I learn it the hard way..
Some times certain things are better left unknown..

I smashed my fist on the wall..
I slit my wrist and let the blood spills..
I dismember my limbs..
I feel no pain..
Cause nothing hurts more than a shattered heart..
关心只会换来别人的厌烦...
This is the first and the last time..
You got no idea how i felt..
The feeling is overwhelming.. that excruciating pain deep inside..
I feel no pain when i smashed my fist onto the wall..
Physical pain is nothing compare to a severed soul..

All i need is a bit of land..
Apparently.. it sank to the bottom of the ocean..
Behind blue eyes

Timid

2006-08-02T01:43:00.000+08:00

I always knew i'm not good at words.
I'm fortunate to find someone who wrote something that speaks out for me.
Read this. It says it all. Well said and heartfelt.

"Ignorance is bliss, cherish it"?
Well.. maybe its bliss.. maybe not..
Some times you just cant ignore certain things..
Sometimes...
Being ignored by others hurts more than dieing..
For a person to give his heart only to have it shoved back in his face, that hurts more than anything..

Lately, I realise that i bears and uncanny resemblance to the Lion of Oz.
If you dont know whats that, its a story bout a lion who lost his courage.
In short, he's a coward. And i'm not very different from him.
In his journey, he finally regained his courage; as for me, I'm still seaching for the Badge of Courage..
I always admire those who dare to express themself, whether in real life or cyberspace.
For me, that takes lots of guts. I lost the courage to be ME..
Afraid of being betrayed, being hurt.. again..
maybe thats why i keep all my problems to myself..
All that english personal growth thing made me pondered..
Did i achieve personal growth?
Risks have to be taken, sacrifices have to be made.. I'm too chicken to take any risk..
Its always easier said than done..

Bleh.. Why i always think of these stuff when i can't sleep >.>''
I need a remedy to cure my sleeplessness.. lol..

Sleepless

2006-08-01T02:05:00.000+08:00

Darn, i can't sleep :(
I lead a life of an owl.
Sleep in the afternoon and wake up at midnight.. lol
My biological clock is soo screw up.. -_-''
Dang..
Wish i had the courage to follow my heart..

Punching bag

2006-07-30T15:57:00.000+08:00

Man.. I need a punching bag..
or better.. an undead monkey for me to shoot XD
at least its fun n can release stress.. lol
Theres this weird feeling inside me.
I'm gonna explode sooner or later. So bored!
hehe..
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Btw.. I am super annoyed by those chain mail.
"You must send this to bla bla bla and bla bla bla will happen to you in XYZ days"
wtf? nonsense..
If those are friendship or love related, maybe i will forward la.. depends on my mood.
But i fcking hate those chain mail which sort of cursing you for not doing this n such.. n it says you have to forward to other ppl to change ur luck..

wth? Forward to other ppl, that means you transfer your bad luck to others.. Getting benefit from others misery is way against my principle..

Recently i recieve a really weird chain mail.. It gives me the creeps..
There's an eerie picture.. A guy taking a photo in the jungle with a ghosly figure behind him..
wtf.. thinking of this pic sent a chill down my spine.. I know i know.. Technology is advance today and that might me a hoaz.. but the thing is just weird la..
And it ask me to forward to 13 ppl.. hehe.. who's gonna be the unlucky 13? XD

Hmm.. I think i'll just keep it in my inbox.. lol.. I'm not superstitious or what.. Caution wont hurt right?

Don't say i din warn you.. Those who wanna see it.
Click here.
hehe.. if u look closer, near the women there.. its been cut and pasted.. heh.. so its a hoax! haha..

Boring..

2006-07-28T20:25:00.000+08:00

PS: This going to be a boring n meaningless post

One word, boring.
Lifes so boring. Its so meaningless.

Specifically, college is boring. Everyday you go to college, listen to lecture, then go home and revise. Sounds typical, but boring.. Mufy is different. I hate the lecture style. Although you can make lots of friends, but its hard to get anywhere further beyond that. Every 1 hour we just split up and go for different class. I just can't get use to this.

Everytime when i see someone, its like,
"Hei!"
"Hello,"
"So hows bla bla bla"
"Ok ok la. Just now bla bla bla.. then bla bla bla"
"ooo.. Then c ya later la"
"Sure, c ya around"

=.=''

Its just like that.. Short and straight to the point. Nothing more.. Even till now, there's still some person i don't know their name in my class. Maybe thats just my problem.. heck..

Its more boring when i got home. Nothing to do cept study (i DON'T study unless i have exam the next day, i'm just too lazy for that), online n play games.. If i lucky, someone might call or sms me, which is almost impossible. If not, then i'm all by myself. Well.. I do sms ppl, but not that often. And i don't call ppl. Honestly, i don't feel quite comfortable talking over the phone n im not good at it.. My bad..

Life is so boring.. so meaningless.. so dead..
I want something interesting, something exciting, a challenge, anything. As long as it spices up my life and make me feel alive.. yes.. alive.. Living without a purpose and goal is like living dead. For now, i can't see whats my purpose and goal...

Alive.. Now i can understand why ppl join gang. To feel alive. They feel alive at the moment they exchange their fists, when they bleed. That pain makes them feel alive. I feel so dead.. liek a zombie..so tired of col life.. its just so damn boring.. I need a break.. lol

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I watched sunset today.
Its beautiful, quiet and peaceful.. The weather was great and the atmosphere was good.
My anger, frustrations, all just went down the drain..
The last time i watch a sunset was in Taiwan.. lol.. so looong ago.
I like the feeling.. hmm.. maybe i go watch sunrise tmr..
Guys dun cry.. Guess i'll just bleed till i sleep

Heavy..

2006-07-24T22:41:00.000+08:00

Not happy,
Not sad.
Just felt weird,
and heavy deep inside..

My greatest fear

2006-07-24T00:57:00.000+08:00

This is my greatest fear.
I'm not good at long conversation and words
I rarely open myself to others.
Most of all, i enjoy spending my time alone.
Why am i like this..?